So, a lot has happened since I last posted, and life is going a lot better. I'm turning fifteen in less than ten days, and I am super excited! Just one year closer to dating. Anyway, I'm not really sure what I'm going to talk about so I'm just going to let it come out of my fingertips as it does. So, I went to the movies awhile ago, and met this really nice guy named Derek. It took him awhile, but now he likes me so much he dreams about me every night. BTW: I liked him since the first day we met. He and I are becoming really good friends, but there are some issues about the whole relationship thing. I'm trying not to complain, but these things that are bugging me are going to be so hard to fix I almost don't want to try.
Yesterday was my little sisters party, and there were like sixteen girls there. After the party had almost all the way cleared out, there were some other girls still there and I decided I wanted to hang out with them because I actually get along really well with little kids.We got into the discussion about boys, and they kept on begging me to tell them who I liked, but I didn't get to that till later, when there were only some girls left. The reason I wasn't going to tell them, was because they all knew him very well. Just because it was one of the girls brothers. I don't know what it is about him, but I always feel so happy around him.
I've liked him since seventh grade, but I don't really realize it until something weird happens, and it's like a spark or a fire or something. Basically, what I'm trying to say is that I definitely feel something with him. I know he doesn't like me because he told me personally, but that can always change, right? I'm trying to be happy but for some reason something is always standing in my way. I know this may sound lame, but I think I've already found the one... People say it's impossible at this age, but I think that like in Eclipse you can really find someone who is going to be that person all the time at whatever age.
I know it may not always be true, but I know at some point he probably will like me that way. It has with several guys I've liked before. The problem is is that it always happens when I've finally gottten over them, and don't like them anymore. I don't think it's happening anytime soon though. I'll write more later, I actually have stuff I have to get to.
Lark Davis
Yesterday was my little sisters party, and there were like sixteen girls there. After the party had almost all the way cleared out, there were some other girls still there and I decided I wanted to hang out with them because I actually get along really well with little kids.We got into the discussion about boys, and they kept on begging me to tell them who I liked, but I didn't get to that till later, when there were only some girls left. The reason I wasn't going to tell them, was because they all knew him very well. Just because it was one of the girls brothers. I don't know what it is about him, but I always feel so happy around him.
I've liked him since seventh grade, but I don't really realize it until something weird happens, and it's like a spark or a fire or something. Basically, what I'm trying to say is that I definitely feel something with him. I know he doesn't like me because he told me personally, but that can always change, right? I'm trying to be happy but for some reason something is always standing in my way. I know this may sound lame, but I think I've already found the one... People say it's impossible at this age, but I think that like in Eclipse you can really find someone who is going to be that person all the time at whatever age.
I know it may not always be true, but I know at some point he probably will like me that way. It has with several guys I've liked before. The problem is is that it always happens when I've finally gottten over them, and don't like them anymore. I don't think it's happening anytime soon though. I'll write more later, I actually have stuff I have to get to.
Lark Davis
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