Round and Round

Yeah, I ended up coming back to my blog. I'm so bored now, even though I've got the TV going in the background. I'm watching Once Upon A Time right now, which is tied as my favorite show even though I don't really get how all of them link together. Just kidding, I totally do. It's so easy to follow. That's one of the reasons why I love it so much. Especially Prince Charming, who is perfect for me. Yes, me and no one else. I know I seem so defensive now that the whole charming thing has come into the picture. I guess I just wish he were really mine.. I know he's like ten years older than me (maybe even older) but he's still mine because I love him. I know he's just an actor, but its his character that I love and I don't even know his name... his real name that is.

I slept half the day away and now I'm even more exhausted then before. I'm not even sure why I even woke up. I'm so exhausted I can barely keep awake to write this. So, while I try to blink myself awake I guess I'll just tell you my two favorite shows and then tell you why I love them so much.

1. Future Diary
It's about the guy who gets the Diary, I know I know I've explained it before. I love it because the character Yuno reminds me of me. I'm vulnerable, and I'm really in love with this guy right now. The only thing is I don't think I would take it as far as Yuno did.

I've already explained Once Upon A Time, it's the show about the fairy tales being real;)

Anime

Well, I'm really bored right now, I have been since morning so I decided I was going to watch Anime until something more interesting came up. It's in sub so I'm trying really hard to pay attention because obviously I don't speak Japanese fluently and I need either subtitles or the dub version to understand what is going on. Right now I'm watching Future Diary which is my new favorite Anime as of when Haiden told me to watch it when we first met. I seriously love that kid.  He has been so nice to me and I love talking to him because it makes me feel important.

We met at Anime Banzai and I kinda stalked him (not literally) so I could find out who he really was. He's seventeen and he acts like he's really into me. I can't help but be head over heels for him. Future Diary is his favorite Anime so I thought I'd give it a try. He seems LDS but I'm not sure if he is or notso I simply have to wait until he either confirms or denies it. I really can't want. That's really all I wanted to say on this post, but if something happens later I'll be sure to update you. Thank you so much for reading my blog:) I love all of you!

Meow

Let me start my saying that I really don't know what this blog entry is going to be about. I've been roleplaying all day, and it's fun I'm just really tired and I'm not sure how much more I can handle. I've had it with guys. They are just too confusing and I'm not really sure what to do next. There isn't much going on here in my little city, but I wish there was. I just got home from my grandparents thanksgiving dinner, and it was delicious. There's only one problem. I only ate mashed potatoes because I have a problem where I am leaning on the side of anorexia. I know, scary. Just don't tell anyone, because I've already been chewed out by all of my friends and I'm tired of it.

I don't really have much to say other than I think I'm in love. Yes, I know I say this a ton, but this guy has been here for me through and through. His name is Jared, and he is AMAZING. We talk every day and I really can't handle it when he doesn't talk to me a lot. He hasn't answered for a little bit so I'm getting a little bit worried about why. Sometimes he just gets busy and that may be it, but one never knows. Wish me luck, any tips, please email me <3

So Happy

Well I don't have a lot of time this morning, but I just gotta say that I am happy. My ex of a few months messaged with me yesterday, and I discovered some pretty AMAZING things. Like for one, he took two months to get over me instead of the few days I thought it was. I don't know why, but I still love the kid even though I hurt him. Not intentionally of course, but I have my standards and I'm not so sure he really respected those. I really want him back but he's taken.

Here's what I know:

• she's gorgeous
• he basically replaced me with her when she's nearly the same person as me. Same hair, same eyes, we both wear glasses, she says she's lucky to have him 
• I miss him... a lot more than I should. Derek, if you read this... Know I love you. Yep, I still love you <3
• He's beautiful. He's the most amazing guy I've ever met, and I really want to share my life with him, because he makes me happier than anybody else ever has.

Well, I gotta go now, but I'll probably write more after school.
<3/
Leila